Thank you for your comments and concern, Watcher and Pepper. They are greatly appreciated I was jumping to conclusions without being sure of what I knew, but its all good now It is a "challenge" for me, and fun as well, makes me feel good to try and I hope it all works in end, one way or another. Whatever ends up though, is meant to be
------------------ Life is what you make of it... Not what you let it be
hehe I'm with Ohme on this...which is worse? And OUCH to that straddling the fence comment ! I really liked this....it dripped of frustration, and wow, can we all relate to that at sometime or another! Especially in relationships! This was very hearfelt and sincere - you do well with writing your negative, pleading emotion down ! I'm glad to hear all is well now.
------------------ ~~ Lift your head high - spread your "words" and fly - - poetFemmeFatale