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i dont have to ............die inside agian.

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amber
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0 posted 10-20-1999 03:28 AM       View Profile for amber   Email amber   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to Submit your Poem to Passions  View IP for amber

they ask me how can i still love you,
after everything youve done,
but theyve never learned the meaning,
of unconditional love.

they think i dont remember,
every tear ive ever cried,
all the times i looked away,
from the apologies in your eyes.

they think ive made myself forget,
all the pain thats in my heart,
but i try not to hold the past agianst you,
even if it tears me apart.

they say i dont deserve,
all the pain youve put me through,
but who are they to say,
they havent lived all the goodtimes to.

they tell me trust is everything,
and without it i have nothing,
but im willing to try an rebuild it,
because i know you love me.

you tell me that im foolish,
for thinking the way i do,
you tell me im the only one,
and god i want to believe you.

you tell me not to worry,
about ever having to let go,
i just want the promise,
if i do, ill be the first to know.

i tell you that i love you,
despite everything that used to be,
they dont hear the softness in your voice,
when you say you love me.

i ask you so many questions,
but hide the answers from heart,
because if your mind is elsewhere,
my world will fall apart.

they dont know you like i do,
they dont feel you like i can,
they dont know how hard its been,
and theyll never understand.

you dont know me like i do,
you dont understand the way i feel,
that everything in my heart,
has been broken, but my love is real.

they dont have to love you,
or cry the way i do,
you dont have to love me,
the unconditional way that i love you.

i dont have to listen,
to all the things they say,
i dont have to let our past,
stand in our futures way.

we dont have to be perfect,
or live a life without pain,
i just dont ever want,
to have to die inside agian.
© Copyright 1999 amber jean white - All Rights Reserved
RainbowGirl
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1 posted 10-20-1999 07:13 AM       View Profile for RainbowGirl   Email RainbowGirl   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit RainbowGirl's Home Page   View IP for RainbowGirl

Amber: Follow your heart..

HUGS

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You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.

Lucie
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2 posted 10-20-1999 07:32 AM       View Profile for Lucie   Email Lucie   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Lucie

Only we know what is in our heart. And love is not something that can be turned on and off like a faucet.
cilla
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3 posted 10-20-1999 07:52 AM       View Profile for cilla   Email cilla   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for cilla

i know how your feeling for i'm there myself.
sometimes you feel as though there are others going through what you feel.
this hits home,, bravo.

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4 posted 10-20-1999 09:28 AM       View Profile for Pepper   Email Pepper   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Pepper

Heartfelt words. Thanks for sharing amber......

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May your days be filled with lots of sunshine and your nights lit up by golden moonbeams
Watcher666
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5 posted 10-20-1999 09:31 AM       View Profile for Watcher666   Email Watcher666   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Watcher666's Home Page   View IP for Watcher666

Listen to your heart..it never lies.Well done.

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Illusion...what we see and what we do...it's all up to you.
Moonshine
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6 posted 10-20-1999 09:40 AM       View Profile for Moonshine   Email Moonshine   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Moonshine's Home Page   View IP for Moonshine

Oh Amber, that was a beautiful poem - so many feelings.

*******Trust in your heart and follow your dreams - that's the way to find out what life means.*******

If you ever need an ear - let me know.
(((((((Huggs)))))))
Marilyn
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7 posted 10-20-1999 09:42 AM       View Profile for Marilyn   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Marilyn

Listen to yourself...only you know how much you can take or how little. Follow your heart.
amber
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8 posted 10-20-1999 05:26 PM       View Profile for amber   Email amber   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for amber

you are all so right, and thank you for your comments. it still seems odd to me that when i was growing up there were so many things that i said i would never put up with from a man. and now love seems to have changed my views on all of that. yes it has ben hard but the rewards only my heart can understand, and it hurts that no one takes the time to see the goodtimes, and how happy i am. they only focus and constantly remind me of all the pain. sometimes it gets hard.thanks agian.
 
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