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Systematic Decay
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That place with padded walls a


0 posted 10-05-1999 10:33 PM       View Profile for Systematic Decay   Email Systematic Decay   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to Submit your Poem to Passions  View IP for Systematic Decay

I hate myself and want to die
I hate the eternal woe in this world
I hate the one I love
And I love the one I hate

I hate myself and want to die
But I am not selfish enough to pull the trigger
Or maybe a bit too selfish
I'll just stay on and steal everyone else's good air

I hate myself and want to die
I hate the sun, I hate the moon
I hate everything beautiful in this world
For I'll never compare with it

I hate myself and want to die
I'm too lazy to pull out of this hole
I hate myself for this show of self-pity
But what does it matter anymore?

I hate myself and want to die
But I don't deserve the peace
I try in vain to smile and pretend all day long
So everyone will just leave me alone

I hate myself and want to die
As I drink more from misery's teat
I hate my empty ashen heart
But it doesn't matter anymore........
Nothing does

I hate myself and want to die


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"Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage."
-Billy Corgan-
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Star Fairy 2
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1 posted 10-05-1999 10:42 PM       View Profile for Star Fairy 2   Email Star Fairy 2   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Star Fairy 2

no matter how much strong that urge to die is.. its not worth it .. you'd miss too many things

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Happiness is a journey.. not a destination
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Isis
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2 posted 10-06-1999 01:48 AM       View Profile for Isis   Email Isis   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Isis's Home Page   View IP for Isis

I hate the word HATE!!! Nothing is that bad my friend, NOTHING, look for beauty, friendship, love and family they are what makes the soul smile again..

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What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny, compared to what lies within us.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)

Systematic Decay
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That place with padded walls a


3 posted 10-06-1999 02:00 AM       View Profile for Systematic Decay   Email Systematic Decay   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems  View IP for Systematic Decay

I have all the things you mention, in one way or another, and yet it seems I am only more miserable by the day.

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"Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage."
-Billy Corgan-
DreamEvil
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4 posted 10-06-1999 04:28 AM       View Profile for DreamEvil   Email DreamEvil   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit DreamEvil's Home Page   View IP for DreamEvil

I understand.

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Now and forever my heart hears ~one voice~.
DreamEvilŠ

 
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