This poem's about how I've stupidly fallen in love with someone with a boyfriend.
A Means to an End ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A plague of indecision a blindness in the light the sickness starts to swell as I fight a losing fight To turn your back and leave to do what you know is right to stay inside the shell and live through sleepless nights Or through some self-righteous indignation to be self-centered to the bone make real the imagination not to e alone To let it fester and decay or end it in a flash to take it all away or endure the driving lash Once again the brunt of some unholy cosmic joke they sit in silent laughter and watch it all go up in smoke.
------------------ Wish in one hand, then shit in the other and see which one fills up first.
I feel that you captured your turmoil quite well. I think we've all walked that path at one time and can relate. I had to giggle when I read the last line...that's something my uncle used to say a lot when I was a child.