San Diego, Ca. U.S.A.
I watch you as you lay there...
so frail and so afraid.
Skin so pale, but still so soft and beautiful.
My eyes get wet.
I want you back;
which seems so silly, considering
you haven't left me.
I see such worry in grandpas face,
He is so strong, but feels so helpless.
I have never in my life seen such a love,
A love as powerful as the one you two have for one another.
I can only dream of having half of what you two share.
Grandma, you're scaring me.
You both look so worn, ready to give up.
Don't you care that i'm not ready???
Not willing to let go.
Not yet, and,
I love you so!
**A letter I will never send.**