a man one day flew toward the sun
and as he got closer things got hotter and hotter but his passions led him and he continued on his journy getting ever closer to his desire he eventaly got burnt but he had chased his passion and was happy in knowing that he had conquered what he had set out to get done. his trip was a lot like yours, you chased after your passion but got burnt. it was better for the man to chase his dream and get burnt then to havenever taken the journey.
sorry to hear you got hurt...but atleast you took the trip, keep chasing your passions and your writings...