It has been a long time ..
I've been waiting for that smile ...
For that touch ....
The talks we shared ..
The way that you made me feel.
Alive ... So happy and warm.
I saw it in your beautiful smile .. I could not help. I started to care.
My heart had this wonderful feeling that I wanted to share.
I wish that you were here close to me,
and would always stay.
So I could hold you tight ..
Then wipe my tears away ...
Things I would of done ..
The words that had to be said ...
A love I should of showed .....
Not been able to do that,
feels like a nightmare to this day.
I had so much time on my hands.
I knew that time was passing away.
I thought that I had plenty of time,
but what I always feared the most was
that you would be gone someday.
Still not to this day,
I imagined that it was going to be right away.
I tightly close my eyes and remember.
About you ..
The voice that puts my soul at ease.
The feel that puts my body at tease.
All these memories ... Will remain for ever true.
Special thoughts of you ..
The kind that will make any of my dreams come true.
Because forever ... I will always love you.
I still remain with my eyes closed.
Trying not to cry ...
Daydreaming of me being with her ....
Happy just to be together.
Like two people in love ..
Just waiting to be set free ...
Holding each other tight ..
Wishing that I could be in the moonlight,
walking with her on the beach.
Waiting to see a fallen star ...
To grant us that one big wish.
that comes out each morning bringing hope to the new day.
that lays its gently shadow as the day goes away ..
The Stars in the skies that just simply can not resist
but to spell out your name...
Together are all telling you,
that you still are the love of my life.
Love like never seen before,
was waiting for you to unfold.
Discover it ... Discover it my love!
Because it's yours to unfold,
and forever yours to hold.
Oh God ....
I want her back.
If I only knew how much time I had.
I had been a better man.
I call out to her when I am sleeping ..
I can see her face...
She comes and holds my hand in my dreams.
I can feel her reach out me,
and tell me wonderful things.
I wake up. Sometimes I cry
and don't have the strength to wipe my tears.
Running down my face .. From my already swollen red eyes.
You just will never realize the pain and hurt one feels ...
When the woman that you love dies ....
Right on front of your eyes.
In memory of ....
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[This message has been edited by J.A.D.L (edited 07-30-99).]