Boot+Kitty=Poetry in motion
What do I think? Well, the poem didn't flow as well as some of your others, and I did have a bit of a time picking up the rhythm because it got broken around the middle of the poem. And there was a depressing recurrent reversion back to the theme of medication and the counselling. All in all....
I think the poem was powerful, pure, and conveyed incredible emotions of depression and confusion. Don't change a SINGLE word. You captured every forlorn, hopeless, dark feeling all of us have felt at times in our lives when things seemed their most hopeless. This is a fine, fine piece of writing. You should be proud of it, and you should save it. There will be days when you think that you know how you felt now; and, when you reread this work of art, you will be reminded that there is no way a person can truly remember it all, and you will again realize from whence you came.
This is a GREAT poem. You ought to be proud.