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It's All My Fault

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Systematic Decay
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since 09-15-99
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0 posted 09-19-99 06:39 PM       View Profile for Systematic Decay   Email Systematic Decay   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to Submit your Poem to Passions  View IP for Systematic Decay

Do you know what it is
To love a Grandfather?
To kiss his cheek...
Sit on his lap and steal bites of his eggs
Listen to him read Dr. Seuss books to you?

Do you know what it is to hate a Mother?
To want to kill her?
Make her suffer?
And then to regain the love and trust...
and not even know until it's too late?

Do you know what it is to be Daddy's little girl?
Spoiled rotten,
His little princess....
Whatever you wanted was instantly yours.

Do you know how to ruin it all?

Do you know what it's like to be a slave?
And your "Best Friend"
Is the slave driver?
And you do what she says,
Because you're afraid?

Do you know what it's like to run away?
Do you know what it is to truly hate?
Do you know Gramdpa had a heart attack?
After I left.......
Do you know Daddy's done drugs all his life, drank himself sick?
And as he's at death's door, I left him.
Do you know Mom's using money she doesn't have on a detective?
All to find me....

Do you know it's all my fault?

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hoot_owl_rn
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since 07-05-99
Posts 11105
Glen Hope, PA USA


1 posted 09-19-99 06:55 PM       View Profile for hoot_owl_rn   Email hoot_owl_rn   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit hoot_owl_rn's Home Page   View IP for hoot_owl_rn

Guilt will eat our hearts out if we let it...Here's hoping you can let the past behind where it belongs and move on towards the future

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"In the depths of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer" ~Albert Camus
Jim Raynor
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since 09-19-99
Posts 63
Churubusco Indiana USA


2 posted 09-19-99 07:05 PM       View Profile for Jim Raynor   Email Jim Raynor   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Jim Raynor's Home Page   View IP for Jim Raynor

owl's right of course all females are perfect haha...

but guilt does eat your heart away than fear comes into your soul to drive you on the walls but you have to ask your self one questions and than tell your self one thing that question and that thing is

"am i strong enough? of course i am, no fear no hatred, no broken hearts, no tears,

could keep me away from the rest of my life" my torn up heart flying through the sky

wont stop me the only thing any one ever really needs or wants is some one to love and

eventually you find some one that you can love and that person can love you and

you never shed a tear have hatred or fear in your heart again

and no matter what the cost you never get a broken heart again
remember theres some one for every one.
Jim Raynor
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since 09-19-99
Posts 63
Churubusco Indiana USA


3 posted 09-19-99 07:05 PM       View Profile for Jim Raynor   Email Jim Raynor   Edit/Delete Message      Find Poems   Click to visit Jim Raynor's Home Page   View IP for Jim Raynor

oh man i coulda used that for a poem

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