I'm sat here so frustrated so angry the hurt tearing at the lining of my heart the tears won't stop... These feelings have nowhere to go I'm so angry with myself for still caring when I'm trying so hard to let go The love I feel will turn inside out We can't talk it through and I can't believe that this is changing me I wouldn't hurt a fly yet right now I want to lay down and die how can two people who shared their very souls end up with nowhere to go? Logic says the hurt is to new my mind and heart argue neither winning I feel so vulnerable so alone nothing to protect me everything was laid bare our life we gave to each other to share soon this love will change I'll hate the passion we once shared and then I hope this wave that tosses me will change to calm then once again I'll see the colours of my trust arc into my faith the rainbow...
------------------ You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.
[This message has been edited by RainbowGirl (edited 09-01-99).]
I wish I knew some way that I could ease the pain And give you arcs of colored light without the rain If anger leads to healing then I'll fuel the rage And stand beside you as you slowly turn this page A future bright now waits unseen around the bend It's worth the fight that you fight now, my friend.
Not the type of poem that is normal for you, dear one. It's sad to see that even rainbows cry......but I'm glad you did it here to share with us. Makes me feel like we help, in some small way. I do not like the other person in your poem.
Thanks sweetheart, but the only crime he's guilty of, is one of loving me and wanting me 100% and not being able to give me that...and so I cry alone but with my friends and many guardian angels keep me company this night....I love my friends...I just got wind of their plan, keep me talking, then I can't think....Gotcha...:-)))