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Larry C
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Assignments From My Daughter #29
By Larry Chadwick


L.L. Bean wasn’t really her style. But then again that hat. She had to have that hat. It would work so perfect with her classroom. So she sat down at her computer and proceeded to write a whole sequence of topic titles. Relying on her kindergarten experience she got her scissors out and separated each title into a single paper strip. When they were folded in half they went into her hat. And the hat went to her high school English classroom. It would do her juniors and seniors good to write impromptu papers on random topics.

Assignment #29 “Never Say “No!””:

Today always will be "–" May 18. That dash that goes with February 19. So in my mind it reads February 19, 1974 – May 18, 2002. At 12:15 p.m. I got the call that told me she was fighting for her life. At 5:15 p.m. I was at the airport struggling to finish my race to her side before she died when my brother called to say her fight was over. I remember screaming, “No!” The rest of that day was an introduction to pain with all new definitions. To her students she was Miss Chadwick. But to me she will always be Ginger Michelle. Today is not an anniversary of her death. Because today I choose to celebrate her life. But I hope that I never say “No!” again. Ever.

May 18, 2004



If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

© Copyright 2004 Larry Chadwick - All Rights Reserved
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1 posted 2004-05-18 01:42 PM


Larry~
It hardly seems possible that the time has passed so quickly~
And yet, it has moved so heartbreakingly slow~

May God continue to be with you in your memories of Ginger Michelle~
*Huglets*
~*Marge*~

~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost,
the spirit rejoices over what it has left.
- Sufi epigram <))><

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2 posted 2004-05-18 03:40 PM


Ginger Michelle will always and forever be remembered Larry.
By her parents, and family, students and friends...
and we here at Passions who knew her and grew to love her
through you, her father.

I pray God continues to keep you and Nancy Lee strong
until you meet with your beloved daughter once again.



Always remembered..never forgotten~Ginger Michelle.



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3 posted 2004-05-18 09:05 PM


Marge,
You speak as if by experience. And oh so painfully true. Thank you so very much.


Nancy Lee,
How very kind. It was surprising to find that in saving this last assignment for today I anticipated the opportunity. And thank you for your gentle thoughts.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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4 posted 2004-05-18 10:25 PM


Dearest Larry,
hating to see this assignment end,
I somehow envision
'last'. From "in the beginning"
of the first word
an emotion already lives,
reading onward.
It starts with a pinch in my throat
that steadily, runs thru my body.
Pricking my heart, making my arms want
to reach out. It continues moving,
upward, downward it escapes
out my eyes as a liquid.
Warm, salty it journeys down
my cheek. Slowly drips and is caught
by my chest. Absorbed into my soul
Seeing an angel in the sky,
my spirit opens wide.
On my knees, I hand out a prayer
take good care of Ginger Michelle
and take away the grief of a man.
One of these prayers has
already been granted.
*********************
A time is coming when,
sorrow will end
(IS. 60:20)

look forward to a new heaven
a new earth where
mourning turns to gladness
and comfort into bliss
(Is. 61: 1-3)

Death, is it an ending
or really
life everlasting beginning?
***************************
Sending you prayers tucked
inside of hugs!
Thanks for the memories
may they live on as you!
Sincerely,
pictureme :-)

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5 posted 2004-05-19 08:06 PM


pictureme,
==============================
One of these prayers has
already been granted.
==============================
Actually, both have been answered. You are a tender soul indeed. Such a healing quality for a broken heart. Thank you for your faithful kindness.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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Dearest Larry,

Through your words we have all come to know Miss Chadwick as Ginger Michelle. She will go on living for you have given her eternal life through your writing. Thanks you for the memories you share with us and may God bless you each and every day.

Eternal Hugs,
Jeffrey

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7 posted 2004-06-22 06:43 PM


Larry,
   I didn't know.  I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.  This has touched me.  My thoughts and prayers sent your way
                    Sadelite

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8 posted 2004-06-22 09:06 PM


Sadelite,
It's okay, thank you. This whole series is my memorial gift to Ginger. Her mother controlled her estate which left me pretty much a side note. But alas I have what means the most so it worked out. It has been an amazing journey to do 29 assignments all from my daughter. I hope to make a transcript of it into book format. But it needs some work. Thanks again for your participation in my writing.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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9 posted 2004-12-06 05:26 PM


I hope you do make a book of it...I think it would be cool if you integrate all the assignments into a kind of biography of her, because the non-assignments in which you have written about her also deserve to be in there! Anyway I wish you the best of luck with furthering this project. We are really lucky that you aired it here at Piptalk first.
Lizzie.

"Time has told me not to ask for more, one day our ocean will find its shore" ~Nick Drake

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10 posted 2004-12-07 07:51 PM


Lizzie,
Thank you dear girl. That is how I have organized the desktop version. Maybe this winter I will find time to refine it as a manuscript and get it turned in. Bless you.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

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