Dear Will (I Still Miss You)

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Skyfire

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since 2000-12-27

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Riding

0 posted 2003-07-05 07:02 PM

How long will it take me? I miss you so much lately, maybe I'm just emotional or something. I was writing to Reena last night and I remembered the night you asked me out for coffee. Then I remembered the night I last saw you. The way you turned around at the end of the balcony and smiled and I knew that you loved me. And then you left me to go to Seattle with Jeff. Why? I don't understand. What did I do that was so wrong that you had to leave? I know you didn't mean to end up in the hospital... I just can't help thinking that if you hadn't gone, I never would have kissed your brother. I MISS YOU. I want you to come back and to hold me and kiss me like you did. I want you to look into my eyes and stop what you're doing because you think see an uncomfortable look in my eyes and you don't want to hurt me. I want to be able to honestly say, "No, there's nothing wrong" again. You have no idea how violently I fought falling in love with you; but I felt so much better when I admitted it and let myself feel for you. I waited for you... for four, almost five months, I waited for you to come back to me...
And I'm still waiting...

It is said the Creator has taken a handful of South Wind and given each newborn Arabian the power of flight without wings

Match
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since 2002-07-01

Posts 286
Canada Edmonton

1 posted 2003-07-05 10:03 PM

Awww This made me feel sad but I enjoyed it anyways. I miss someone too...

I'm just kickin it up

PoetryIsLife

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since 2001-10-27

Posts 1763
...in my boxers...

2 posted 2003-07-05 10:34 PM

*hugs*

~Titus

"I want you to hit me as hard as you can." No, really, I do.

quatro
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since 2003-04-29

Posts 392
Galveston, Texas

3 posted 2003-07-09 12:48 PM

I know this feeling well. I too was in a situation simlular to this, only...I fell in love with the brother. I know this was a terrible thing and I was never forgiven for that.

May you soon find your peace.

quatro

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

4 posted 2003-07-09 10:58 AM

Rhonda,
I'm so sorry for your loss and pain...

AND

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

wild irish
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since 2003-07-09

Posts 31

5 posted 2003-07-09 03:02 PM

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vlraynes
Member Rara Avis

since 2000-07-25

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Somewhere... out there...

6 posted 2003-07-19 07:15 AM

Rhonda...

"So here I am with pockets full of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me tonight..." ~Carpenters

Marshalzu

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since 2001-02-15

Posts 2681
Lurking

7 posted 2003-07-19 10:51 AM

Great writing Rhonda *hugs*

SharaRose
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since 2003-07-19

Posts 2501
Somewhere out there~

8 posted 2003-07-20 11:24 PM

:'( Made me wanna cry. Sitting here with a lump in my throat still. On the verge of tears...ouch...this hurts. Wow this really gets to the heart.

SharaRose @-->--

Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer!

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