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0 posted 2003-04-15 06:34 PM



At times I have been known to spout off whatever comes to mind... more often than not, I get myself into trouble that way. Then there are my impuslive actions. Those get me into even more trouble. I do things before I think, and although it makes me look spontanious and fun, sometimes it gets me into a lot of trouble. That and it also makes me look like I'm incredibly indesisive. Which is true to an extent for everyone, but I can take it to extremes.
I recently embarked on the year 2003 with big plans for the coming year. I was going to be a normal human being, I wasn't going to be depressed, I wasn't going to break any hearts, and I was going to go back to my parent's place after the semester was over and work for the summer.  I think I set a new record in my breaking of my plans. Within a week I was back to being impuslive and thoughtless, I've broken one specific heart over and over and over, and there is no way that I'm going back to my parent's place. I'm staying in Kamloops for the summer, and I'm going to have a blast. I don't know if I'm going back to school in the fall or not, but if I don't, I'll work for a year and get some funds in my very depleted bank account and then go on with life. Oh and I was seriously depressed, but I'm starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel again.
I wouldn't trade my impulsiveness for anything though. I may be mouthy and indesisive, but my life is not boring to say the least.  I always have fun if I'm with the right people.
And to that specific heart that I keep breaking....
I'm sorry.

© Copyright 2003 Rhonda Adolph - All Rights Reserved
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1 posted 2003-04-15 09:45 PM


Rhonda,
Every time I quit school to earn some money to support myself I was called a quitter. But ten years later with a college degree under my belt I proved them all wrong. You will too. Stay true to yourself...

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

Flower
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2 posted 2003-04-16 09:59 AM


I can relate to this, the problem is are you still going to have the same excuses for not growing up when you are 25 or 30, because by then it will be too late.

Love reading all these great writes.
I write not!

SPIRIT
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3 posted 2003-04-20 01:13 AM


Private Lynch also I believe.
Kielo
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4 posted 2003-04-21 02:10 AM


Flower, its never too late.

And my comment remains the same. Whatever it was before... >.< lol

Kielo
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I know only one thing, and that thing is that I know nothing.

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