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Skyfire 
since 2000-12-27
Posts 3381Riding 
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Dear Sir, I would like to inform you of my currently melencholy mood. I'm more stressed than I'd like to admit, and there is nothing you can do about it, although I am sure that you'd love to help me out. To be completely honest, I'm scared. You already know that I have no idea what I want, but right now I am terrified as to what is going on. We might be kicked out within the next two weeks, and if that happens, I have no idea what will happen to me. I don't have a clue as to where I will go next. Maybe I'll move down to the US or something. Where? I don't know. If I'm really desperate I'll go back up to my parents' place. I was just wondering... why is this happening to me? I finally thought that things might be going better... I guess I was wrong. Perhaps it would be best if you just turned around while you still can and leave me be. I tend to only attract trouble lately. I know that one is supposed to try and keep a good attitude when things go bad, but I'd like to see someone live my life lately and keep a good attitude. Is it any wonder that the more I think about it the more my thoughts begin to wander down that little path that I usually avoid mentioning because of the reactions that people give me when I get that wild look in my eyes. I can feel another episode coming on, Sir, and it scares me, because I don't know what I'll end up doing this time. I feel sick. I feel physically sick to my stomach, I'm so worried right now. Anyway I've taken up enough of your time. I appreciate you reading this, and I still strongly suggest that you turn around and leave before I can cause anymore damage. Though I know that for some reason you won't. Sincerely, Rhonda [This message has been edited by Skyfire (04-08-2003 04:37 AM).] |
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Marshalzu
since 2001-02-15
Posts 2681Lurking |
*hugs* This is such a wonderfully written peice. You know how much I love it  |
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Larry C
since 2001-09-10
Posts 10286United States |
Rhonda, I survived those days with the line "someday I'll look back at this and laugh!" Turns out I was right and it got me through. But it doesn't change the degree of difficulty. Just don't forget it's building character and heaven knows we all need THAT.  Courage. I love your writing.  If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again. |
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Cpat Hair
since 2001-06-05
Posts 11793 |
I can feel another episode coming on, Sir, and it scares me, because I don't know what I'll end up doing this time. I feel sick. I feel physically sick to my stomach, I'm so worried right now. In many ways...I've been at this place a few times and know how the ill feeling can drive us to do some strange things.... I hope "Dear Sir" listened and helped... for while we make out own choices and live our own lives, we are often in need of a hand or a shoulder to support us.... |
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SPIRIT Senior Member
since 2002-12-29
Posts 1745California Desert |
Well! I don't have room to put you up, but I certainly can offer up a prayer for resolve in your situation. Maybe it's time to 'keep your nose clean' and stay out of trouble, boring somewhat, maybe - but might save a lot of worries. Good luck and I sincerely hope things turn around for you. |
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Skyfire
since 2000-12-27
Posts 3381Riding |
Andrew... thank you very much. My reaction to your comments about it were the result of a bit of a shock as I had just used prose as a vent. Larry... thank you very much as well kind sir It seems that my lot in life lately has been to have not so good things happen, but I am actually starting to see the light again. Cpat... he did indeed, although I wasn't sure at all who he was when I was writing this. Turns out it was to more than one person, and they were all there for me as best as they could be. Still are Spirit... I agree wholeheartedly about staying out of trouble for a while I've had enough excitement the past few months to keep me going for the next year lol. Thanks for the prayer Life may be hard, but it's your attitude that determines your happieness |
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