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Eternal Plea (written in a depressed flashback of a year ago)
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Systematic Decay Senior Member
since 1999-09-15
Posts 1301That place with padded walls and funny people in white......... |
The cd player spews out the screams of her mind, put into words and music: "I wanna be everywhere I wanna do everything I wanna **** everyone in the world I want to do something that matters....." She puffs reflectively on a ciggarette, knowing that it would rot her lungs, and being glad that she was doing yet another thing to hurt herself. She still had to make a few calls, for that domineering girl she said was her friend. The girl she wants to kill. The song has changed, and now there is a morbidly depressing song on, one which suits her mood very well. "He put the gun in his face.... Bang.... So much blood for such a tiny little hole. A lifetime of ******* things up, fixed In one determined flash....." She puts the ciggarrette out and opens her jewelry box, full of broken glass. She pulls out a piece, gazes at it, and puts it back. She has too many healing cuts right now- can't let mother see them. Once again the song has changed, they are passing in a blur. She thinks maybe she'd be doing herself a favor to cut back on those pills......nah. The screams, the discordant sounds of industrial music...they all echoed her eternal plea... "Kill me, Kill me, Kill me, KILL ME!" ------------------ Thinking is just what a great many people think they are doing when they are merely rearranging their predjudices. |
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DreamEvil Member Elite
since 1999-06-22
Posts 2396 |
I can relate to this piece very, very well my friend. ------------------ Now and forever, my heart hears ~one voice~. DreamEvil© |
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JennyLee Senior Member
since 1999-09-01
Posts 1461Northwestern, NJ. |
Very well done,you always make me feel everything you write! Jenny ------------------ Love is an attempt at penetrating another being,But it can only succeed if the surrender is mutual. |
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suicidal dreams Member
since 1999-09-28
Posts 343Toledo Ohio USA |
Damn good thing you didnt use the glass. Amy Im so glad your through with this. BTW great story I know how you felt (well in a different manner than yours though...) ------------------ life is short kill quick |
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Deep Blue Me Member
since 1999-11-04
Posts 396By a big lake |
Sys, If only I could express myself like you. DB sighing. ------------------ And the men who hold high places Must be the ones who start To mold a new reality Closer to the heart. ===RUSH=== |
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Christopher
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-02
Posts 8296Purgatorial Incarceration |
Well Amy, you knwo exacly what I'm going to say here....you spelled cigarette wrong!!!  I hope you are past these feelings friend...no matter how bad it is, there is always some hope, or some reason to live. Even if sometimes that is difficult to see, it is there! |
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Systematic Decay Senior Member
since 1999-09-15
Posts 1301That place with padded walls and funny people in white......... |
LOL@Chris.....and you spelled know wrong.... The scene I am describing could have been one of many that occured daily about a year ago....and still do today, minus the pills, cigs, and self-mutilation. Thanks everyone for the replies. ------------------ Thinking is just what a great many people think they are doing when they are merely rearranging their predjudices. |
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Christopher
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Member Rara Avis
since 1999-08-02
Posts 8296Purgatorial Incarceration |
DOH! (slapping head!) |
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