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JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975
South Louisiana

0 posted 2014-10-07 10:23 PM


if they are still alive and kickin'
you can tell 'um
I 'm still hanging in
though I am surrounded by
the end result
eh . . . no sense lying about it
to those I once knew
who are left
staring at the same perspective
I am
I'm quite aware of my identity
if not
then after today
I won't be able to say that
waiting for the lady
Valerie I think
who will bring me oxygen paraphernalia
to begin to use
Doctor Espinoza told me today
I'm worried about you
I appreciated that
she is a good doctor
I'm happy to have her worried about me
anyway . . .
this poem is venturing on dark
maybe sad
but I am not sad
no . . .
I am a realist
I've had my run
wouldn't mind a little more of it
have to talk to the good doctor about that

©October 2, 2014 / Jerry Pat Bolton



If they give you ruled paper write sideways.

© Copyright 2014 Jerry Pat Bolton - All Rights Reserved
latearrival
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since 2003-03-21
Posts 5499
Florida
1 posted 2014-10-07 11:50 PM


Jerry Pat. I hope all is well.Do not give in to dark passages. For five full hectic years I convinced my husband he was LIVING with Cancer (lung and three head tumors}not dying of it.

Keep positive and do my let the medics own you. Best to you, jo

Marchmadness
Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 9271
So. El Monte, California
2 posted 2014-10-08 06:08 AM


Hang in there, Jerry. Sounds like you have a good doctor.
                          Ida

JerryPat2
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3 posted 2014-10-08 06:10 AM


Oh, it is just what is, Jo. I have a few ills that happen when you get my age. Just thinking out loud here. Thank you for your positive thoughts. They help, they really do.

If they give you ruled paper write sideways.

JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06
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South Louisiana
4 posted 2014-10-08 06:12 AM


I'm trying to hang in, Ida. Yes, Dr. Espinoza is a good doctor. I am doing what she say to the best of my ability. Thanks for your concern.

If they give you ruled paper write sideways.

Honeybunch
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since 2001-12-29
Posts 7115
South Africa
5 posted 2014-10-08 04:28 PM


Those little ills we get as we age can wear us down if we let them.  Best advice - ignore them.  Sometimes not possible though so my little mantra is to ask for the strength to handle whatever it is.  I wish that for you.  
JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975
South Louisiana
6 posted 2014-10-08 04:47 PM


Thanks a bunch, Helen for your sage advice and your wishing good health for me. I wish it for you right back. Actually I have no real aches or pains, just shortness of breath brought of by emphysema, or COPD or whatever they might be calling it tomorrow. So the oxygen is supposed to help, I hope so, and I think I can already feel it helping.

If they give you ruled paper write sideways.

Honeybunch
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since 2001-12-29
Posts 7115
South Africa
7 posted 2014-10-09 12:49 PM


Thanks, Jerry.  Nothing can be unless we believe so ... don't "think" it's working "believe" it is.  Well, just another thing I try to do but am not always successful or so it seems.  Hang in there!
JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975
South Louisiana
8 posted 2014-10-09 07:37 AM


Yeah you're right, Helen. It's helping, I'm just having trouble wearing the face mask at night.

If they give you ruled paper write sideways.

s1nfully_1nn0c3nt
Senior Member
since 2003-10-26
Posts 1105
Watertown, NY
9 posted 2014-10-10 07:16 AM


Sometimes its hard being a realist. Enjoyed.
Follow Dr. Espinoza's advice.

-Trina
I'll keep these dreams hidden
inside these eyes of mine
until my tears fall
unto my tainted hear

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