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luminosity
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since 2005-11-18

Posts 813

0 posted 2012-11-08 04:36 PM

prayers for the reasons why
#6 catching falling words

Even though the top is out of sight,
I can still see the stars
and I take comfort in knowing
I have not sealed myself away from
Heavenly help.

Forgiving one that has my name
from its lodging
one that is foundation material
that much is weighted upon,
cautiously I start
warily watching for falling words
lest what is supposed to be learned
slips by unnoticed.

Running my hands over it
and over it, I sense anger
in its sharp protruding edges
but even though it bears my name
I do not think
that I am angry,
not with You Lord.
How can I be angry with You
how can I not
forgive
the one Who Is...
the very essence of forgiveness?

So it is me?
It must be me,
I am angry at choices made
and at what they lead to?

I do not want to go forward,
looking back at so many mistakes.

And so the wall.
It keeps me in place.
Safe.

[This message has been edited by luminosity (11-09-2012 02:28 PM).]

JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06

Posts 16975
South Louisiana

1 posted 2012-11-08 05:15 PM

You'll claw through that wall. You don't need that wall. Maybe for awhile you might need it, but you are getting stronger and stronger each and every day, I can feel it.

~*~ If they give you lined paper, write sideways. ~*~

luminosity
Senior Member

since 2005-11-18

Posts 813

2 posted 2012-11-08 05:18 PM

I know I will get there, I can feel it too, thanks for your support

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

3 posted 2012-11-08 10:37 PM

Fine writing...james

latearrival
Member Ascendant

since 2003-03-21

Posts 5499
Florida

4 posted 2012-11-09 12:35 PM

We often can not break through a wall but sometimes maybe we can climb and drop over ~~ wishing you the power and the will, jo

luminosity
Senior Member

since 2005-11-18

Posts 813

5 posted 2012-11-09 01:57 PM

thanks jm

thank you jo, its just if its a wall I built, it then has a reason for being, and a need for it to be destroyed thanks again

latearrival
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since 2003-03-21

Posts 5499
Florida

6 posted 2012-11-09 08:03 PM

Sometimes we just over think.I was always fearful of what I guess was sure failure.
But I did a few odd things without even knowing better.I called and made an appointment for a test for my driver's license and I had not yet learned to drive.I did not even realize that was a backward step.Then I called a driving school and took lessons. When the instructor said it was time to make an appointment for my test, I told him I had already made an appointment for that next week. He was quite surprised. Another time I ordered a lot of toys because I had recieved a catalog from one of those companies that give toy parties. I soon had a visit from the manager of my district and she asked how I recieved the catalog.I explained it came in the mail.Then she scheduled me to go to a few toy partieswith her to learn the ropes. I did it again with out knowing what I was doing. So maybe we over think most times. Both of those mistakes got me to where I wanted to be and I didnot have the time to be afraid. I just took the next step.Not to say I have not been afraid since but I did learn a lot from this and try not to be afraid and just do it. Best to you, jo

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