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Honeybunch
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0 posted 2010-08-08 02:45 AM


From beneath the surface of burial grounds
can be heard the sounds of restlessness
and it’s like the sand moves underfoot
and topples the stance of permanence.

I buried the past deep down underground
and thought it would lie forever as dead
so I kept a fair distance from the rumble
like one in protection of sanity.

Now far from that initial event
and totally firm in stubborn denial
I listen unnerved and wait perturbed
for an eruption that’s bound to occur.

It’s a question of time; how long can one vow
to remain untouched by past happenings
before the eyes rising and deafening ears
with the cries of needful acknowledgement?

But soon, too soon, the “now” creeps up
and the past sinks back into the sand
not dead but silent and mournfully still
like one on the sidelines of happiness.

And I, the one with shovel and spade,
ponder the merits of unearthing the past
when the past with a will of its own
so adept at moving unaided.

But only a movement and nothing to fear
when the “now” more forceful and overpowering
yet the tremble is felt and footsteps falter
with re-avowals of stubborn denial.  

Dig or let lie?  


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easy1
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since 2010-05-22
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1 posted 2010-08-08 11:55 AM


What a question! Echoes of war, war story writing, and PTS there. The imagined(?) faint tremors in cemeteries I have attributed to negligent gravediggers, though.
Quite a solid and observant write once again.

Honeybunch
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2 posted 2010-08-08 03:11 PM


Thanks so much easy1.  The burial grounds of mind hold the all and more and could indeed be considered as war because that "all" attacks when least expected and sometime I tremble.  Sometimes I smile though - just have difficulty these days with that.

Helen  

Marchmadness
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3 posted 2010-08-08 04:11 PM


A superb write, Helen I think it's my new favorite of yours. So much food for thought.
                                   Ida

Honeybunch
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4 posted 2010-08-08 06:00 PM


Thank you, Ida.  I guess we're in trouble whether we dig or we don't because of that past having "a will of its own".  Still, we could bury it in concrete if the mind was skilled enough but that perhaps requires more "muscle" than some are blessed with.  Sigh!  I do need to exercise more.  

Helen

Earl Brinkman
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5 posted 2010-08-15 08:04 AM


I think of our memory as a monster with a will of its own.  It dredges up unpleasant memories that are better left alone.  I guess it takes a strong will to overcome this affliction.
Amaryllis
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since 2010-05-20
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6 posted 2010-08-15 01:14 PM


This was a fascinating read, Honeybunch.. as one can feel the metaphorical earth shift and move alarmingly under the soles..  wonderfully written, and I tend to agree with the `let lie` stance (in fact I myself run scared in the other direction! hah).. especially because, as you wisely stated in your poem..
`when the past with a will of it`s own
so adept at moving unaided`
You write so very well!  
~Amaryllis

Margherita
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7 posted 2010-08-15 01:32 PM


Your process of thought is always fascinating, dear Helen. I would say we need to dig and unearth those events that we have left unsolved, not accepted, not forgiven (if there are things to forgive - yourself and others - ...). They will always surface if we just "hide" them. Once you pronounce the word "peace and definitive acceptance" with regard to certain things, you will find you can move ahead unburdened and free.

Great work.

Love,
Margherita

Honeybunch
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8 posted 2010-08-15 03:22 PM


Thanks Earl, Amaryllis and Margherita.  

I think forgiveness takes the edge of memory but it will always resurface with a word, a phrase, scene or even a smell all on its own when it wants to lest we forget.  Then again there are some memories that cannot be recaptured no matter how much we try and most times probably due to deep trauma that we aren't meant to remember for fear of losing the ... joy of life.

I have a feeling that to remember "things" good or bad validates them somehow and therefore in turn validates our very existence.   Something like that at any rate.  

Helen


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