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therightside Member
since 2009-12-09
Posts 64USA |
Hallow longing served only by lackless persistence Unachievable, my happiness; so vividly unclear Wants and desires contrary to genuine need; pursued without effort that may exceed cerebral means Confused assurance of self-owned ailments precede an unused, assumed cure Assertive desire to alleviate my thoughts; taunting and mocking they chase me, they trip me, they tie me to myself I'm irrational,yet I make sense. I am found in being lost. I barely get by A life coasts before me as I cruise control my mind False self-worth, false self-confidence, falsely self-assured... False SELF Accusations of my own ghosts, haunting hypocritical words; spoken of my jealous tongue I run, I can not hide; I distract, I still haunt my own mind Assess, diagnose. Internalize, fear Fear loss of my excuses as actions demand me Consequences deemed unbearable; reality, unfathomed A destiny seemingly uncertain in the mythical hands of joy My fears fulfilled in anguish seem inevitable Feast my comfort food, default to my soul's misuse Forgive me? Too kind; undeserved. Unexpected Excuses, my glue, barely hold together the most broken of souls I am broken |
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JL Member Ascendant
since 2004-04-01
Posts 6128Texas, USA |
Sounds like a lot of people I have know over the years. Very insightful write. Now I understand. Thanks! JL  |
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