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JerryPat2
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since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975
South Louisiana

0 posted 2011-04-30 05:51 PM


I decided a long time ago
I would use my secret drawer
to hide stuff there
my drawer was at the bottom
off to the side
out of sight
it was my special drawer
I had visions of what I would put in it . . .
old Joe DiMaggio and Pee Wee Reese
baseball cards
and other sundry odds and ends
pieces of my life
special pieces demanded
a special drawer
over these long, long years
which have rushed by at such a fast clip
I found I was in too much of a rush
to bother
putting things in the drawer
I wonder if
the drawer understood
the neglect of all those years
it was only yesterday
I finally got around to opening
the drawer
it creaked some
lack of attention I imagine
or exclamation of surprise
I placed what I had
in the bottom of the drawer
closed it up
and wept . . .
for what I'd placed there
in that special drawer of mine
were the missing memories
memories I neglected to make through the years
ah, those missing memories
they're the worst
they can't be reclaimed
to give me another chance
my non-memories
are there forever and ever
in my secret drawer



~ 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. ~

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Deep Blue
Member
since 2007-05-27
Posts 73

1 posted 2011-04-30 08:29 PM


We often let precious moments slip on by and we don't give them much thought. But they still reside deep inside, till some time in the future they resurface. We then reminisce on what we miss, missed, and wish that we had given it more attention back then. We are saddened because the past is gone, but to recall something from the dephts of your being is better than not recalling at all, for it is still alive within you.

I think that is what you are saying, correct me if i am wrong. Anyhow it was a lovely read, and i often reminisce also.

JerryPat2
Member Laureate
since 2011-02-06
Posts 16975
South Louisiana
2 posted 2011-04-30 08:57 PM


Thank you, Deep Blue, I so appreciate your input. Actually, in this case the memories were never made. My children, all three of them, located me in the lost and found of missing fathers. I am the luckiest man alive that they did, but those non-memories are exactly that, non-memories, and it is difficult to relieve them, I can only dream of what could have been.

~ 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. ~

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