-- this one's for my first love. it's funny to think that he would come back to me. 'cause it seems very impossible now. he already love somebody now :'(
maybe it was when i bid goodbye
and left you with the toughest question why
that made your love for me fade
'cause it cuts like the sharpest blade.
you dont wanna recall
i wonder if you still remember me at all.
i'm sorry for not seeing your worth
but believe me in my mind, memories of you still go back and forth.
forgive me for causing you great pain
it's my fault and i understand if on your door there's already a chain.
i still remember the day i asked for a second chance
but you never gave me, you said you're afraid and only giving chances once.
that day i felt like i was drowned in my own tears
and to love me again, all you feel is fears.
if only i could turn back time
how i wish i could go back to those moments when you were mine.
but it can't be, it seems impossible
all i could ever do is to be miserable.
letting you go was the dumbest thing i ever did
inside my aching heart, the wounds are still unhealed
it's been so long but each time i think of you i just bleed
i know you're not the last guy on earth but it's just you i wanna be with.
now even though you already love somebody
i would still wait for you 'cause i love thee
if you only knew how i wish to be with you again
i always pray at night then say amen.
but love is just like that they say
you can't force someone if they don't wanna stay
if you really love them; set them free
and in our case seems like on me, you've given up already.
so as this poem begins to end
i want you to know that when you were mine
i was like yhe luckiest girl on land
and now i will try my hardest to put you out of this lymbic system
to be realistic, and wake up from this dream
doin this will surely be the best for most
and i just wanna say that emancipating you was my most regretful lost.