VA, USA :D
its a terrible thing to have to suffer the loss of your pet. i know about 2 or maybe even 3 years ago i lost my dog to Epilepsy.
i was extremely upset. it still feels like it was just last month when i lost her.
i still sometimes look at my dog lucy and slip up and say bella.
hope your doing good. its never an easy thing to go through losing a pet. their like your own child.