The smoke fills the air
your breath is taken away.
your robe long and white tell the floor
lying in your bed you seem so helpless
you seem so fearless.
you seem so reckless.
Tell you cough once.
My eyes fill with tears as I try and choke back
I run. I run as far as fast as I can.
Past the metal doors. Past that Exit sign
Past the nurses and doctors past everything
and past you.
It kills me to see you like this
But you did this deed yourself.
You took that tube that screamed death and you placed it in your mouth.
You inhaled and knew were it was going.
This is all you.
And now you have nothing left.
And now I lost the thing I loved most.
The part that gave me life.