Restless is this mind mine
Useless, is this waste time
Seemless are these thoughts define?
Muteness is my state of mind
Stretches of sand, all I see
Lost between is my destiny
Where these thoughts, all I need
To give me rigid company
An unknown thought scares me thus
I needn't know, I lost the bus
In colossal wreck, how can I find?
Ghost mind inside my mind,
As I lay on my bed to sleep
Distant thoughts inside me creep
I try so hard but them, in me deep
Abandon is all I seek
Now I wake in a sweat, chilled
Vacant room, I fret, now filled
Restless energy, my mind milled
Guileless thoughts, so far, drilled
A weak murmur is all I hear
From me they hide what they fear?
"Come" I say, "Come to me dear"
"No" they snicker, now they cheer.
Restless, broken tension
Listless, chosen, no gumption
I have nothing now, I quit