that So Cal
I think most of the poem was a rant on how things are in your life.
HOWEVER: I think you really started to write as you inked down that last stanza! ARGH! I want to tear out my hear 'cause I want to know what you would've written!!! It really bugs me that you ended when it seemed like you were starting something incredibly obvious, yet special.
PLEASE CONTINUE THIS!
There is power in the pen.