Between the Lines
not knowing enough background for this poem, I would just like to say that it's not what goes on outside of you but what you hold inside that is important.
Look inward, learn to appreciate what you do have in the adoptive parents ( if you are not being abused) and be content that someone loved and wanted you enough to help give you a life.
When you are then able and capable of moving on, on your own, then do it. But don't COUNT on a girl or love to be what makes you succeed in life or for your total happiness.
And if you really miss Korea, then work towards that goal and get involved with clubs or organizations that can help you reach that goal.
Wishing you contentment...