All that time we spent together.
Now I'm left to think whether...
what we had was ever real.
I wish we could change places so you can see how I feel.
To be good to you, I tried so hard...
Now I regret letting down my guard.
I just want you to answer, who was there for you in the tough times
Any problem that you went through, the problem became mines
When you needed help with anything, I was there.
But in the end you cut me deep, let me bleed, & didn't even care.
I shared my deepest secrets with you that no one else knew
Nothing can replace the things that we went through
About you I thought I knew everything there was to know
But I had no idea that you was putting on a show
I did have a funny feeling things you told me were odd
But I had no idea everything about you was a facade
I will never understand why you hid the things that you hid
Or the activities behind my back or what you did
How you really felt, numerous times I would ask
Not once would you reveal yourself, take off your mask
That was until the boiling point reached an end
And I had to finally accept it was a stranger I called friend
It was the only time that your true self was finally shown
And the person I thought I knew for 8 yrs was really an unknown