Wow, this is good, I love your wording and the end was the best. The only thing was that I got confused in these lines
"...I find myself / hid amid the strangers night / made."
Oh, but now I get it, you should put a comma after strangers, I think that's what threw me off.
I'm running on empty right now, so that's another reason, too.
With God I am happy; sadness has no say in my life.