This is just a vent, nothing much really.
You sat inside my head for months and never said a word,
Though you exposed a vibrant deep confusion down inside.
I knew you loved me, still, I feel the words you havenít heard,
That love is not always enough with even tears weíve cried.
You wander endless thoughts of fear inside my shuddered mind.
I plead and beg for you to leave, but you wonít fade away.
I see then how much I would gravel now to change the signs.
Would love prevail, and leave us near and close, or still in pain?
Youíre in the slowly beating songs I listen to at night.
Among the words, I feel your touch and see your lustrous smile.
You then escape for one second, not holding on so tight,
And then I knew, I wanted to just hold you for a while.
But we both know the gleaming waver of my tearful eyes
Weíve felt the pain Iím known to cause, and may cause once again
You wouldnít take me back; you donít deserve my awful lies
And though you sit upon my every cell, weíve found the end
With God I am happy; sadness has no say in my life.