so many things...
"Crystal tears bleed from my soul
scars of silence and painful memories
just don't heal quick enough
Forcing myself to fake a smile
when all I want to do is just cry
pretending my heart is still whole
as the pieces have just broken"
this part knows me well. I lost my dad this past May, and it still hurts more than I have words for.
as for the rest about those so called friends....please tell me you realize what a bunch of loosers they are!!! Exclusive? To who?! Only them. My God, those are exactly who you DON'T want to be around, let them exclude you, they are doing you a favor! The fact is, you see them for the monsters they really are, you see what they see in the mirror, that is why they are so mean to you, you are not a monster, and misery loves company....they can't have you so they try to hurt you instead. Know that you are better than them