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Vagabondinmyownmind
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0 posted 2016-10-11 10:57 AM


Scared of myself
I feel helpless
Afraid of the day
Gazing into the unknown
Dead Eyes
Questions of Why Me?
Will it go away?
Will it stick this time?
No turning back
Black behind the eyes
It's hard to disguise
Written on my face
God remove me from this place
Praying doesn't help
Knots on the inside
Twisting at my brain
Skeletons ripping out my soul
Cruel Cruel World

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DaysofView
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1 posted 2016-10-21 06:14 PM


That must feel awful!

I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car.

Vagabondinmyownmind
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2 posted 2016-10-28 12:01 PM


Thanks for reading. Your correct, it does feels awful. Unfortunately, i feel like this most of the time.
DaysofView
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3 posted 2016-11-11 01:18 PM


You need something or someone to make you feel differently then. Which is it V?

I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car.

Vagabondinmyownmind
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4 posted 2016-11-11 01:34 PM


I am on 4 different meds that should keep me stable but they stop working sometimes and they need to be adjusted. This is why my stuff is so dark when i go down hill. I wouldn't wish my mental illness on anyone, its horrific to think the thoughts that i do.
I have the support of a family BUT that stuff don't matter when you hit rock bottom.

DaysofView
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5 posted 2016-11-22 02:47 AM


I'm so sorry to know of your struggles V. It's hard for me to know your thoughts, but I will try and read more of you and perhaps I'll see you more clearly. Do your best as you can V.

Stacy  

I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather...not like the passengers screaming in the back of his car.

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