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Desirer4New Member
since 2008-04-23
Posts 57basketball soccer writting and anything to do with art |
you read one day what wasn't yours. something your eyes werent suppose to see. but yet you took a look at my feelings and what my soul intold. i hated you and now that hate is fading i want it back that hate kept me safe kept me guarded from from you your dangerous your real my one my true my real my you back and forth your mind must get dizzy confused and hurt i constantly feel mixed emotions you boil i hope you read this one day or today makes no difference to me but you make pain so intense and so real scars on my arm are yours carved so deep my mind circles your name with black ink f%^% you f&*^ this f&*^ you you cant make up your mind ill never tell you but you can read my love for you is sick and old i knew one day that this was it no matter where it goes what you do or what i yell you scream i breathe i fade you i cant believe your still reading f)(* you look what you did if you stop now you'll never know i want you you told me you wanted me you said you needed me but you show me that no more your ignorance is leading to where the path dies young for that is what i wish if i cant have you not for me not literally but i will never feel for someone the way i feel for you i'm not sure its possible if you dont believe in God who do you pray to at night? when i should be sleeping the dog barks in the distance and my thoughts are with you but you shut them out you block your mind from me why ? ill never understand you show me nothing you give me nothing i deserve it thats the explanation misguided and mislead to far now i must turn back i thought you loved me i have a long way to go f$%# you i thought you would give me everything f%$# this it can be fixed you have choosen to let it die i wont let you blame me i blame you i wanted you you wanted me in the rain by the water you said my name you ment what you told me everything thats what you said my world fell down when you shook your head you promised you wouldn't leave i promised i would be here i hate you you hate me now please let us go to sleep |
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s1nfully_1nn0c3nt Senior Member
since 2003-10-26
Posts 1105Watertown, NY |
I'm not sure I understand this.....Its very back and fort-ish. Perhaps with an insight to what this is written about, I'll better appreciate it. But its good otherwise. There are places in the heart that do not yet exist; suffering has to enter in for them to come to be - LeonBloy |
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