Walking around too i dont know where
still wishing you were here
there to save me
there to keep me
place your hands around my throat
still wishing you were here
you couldnt talk
yet your words made me cry
the silence of your decisions
made me scream
still wishing you were here
there to watch me
there to hold me
right now at this moment
writing to someone who
no longer exists
what you did
what you said
you hurt me
i did nothing
still wishing you were here
your hands on my neck
you looked in my eyes
and left a permeant scar
it will not fade
it will not go away
what i have left
will forever remind me of what was done
and what should of been
went wrong
went way wrong
still wishing you were here
threw me down
i dropped all i was
to hear your voice through those cords
i gave you all i had
you gave me nothing
silence
that was all that could be managed
time that was invested meant nothing
just pain and heartache
still wishing you were here
there to find me
there to help me