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apes531 Junior Member
since 2008-07-23
Posts 35 |
Why cant I be mad at you im trying so hard not to blame But you’re the only reason I went throught with it & now I live in shame Im only mad at myself, I cant believe that I cared so much about you I did it just so you could continue to live normal if you only knew. I didn’t even realize how bad this would hurt, I have so much guilt, I feel nothing more then a piece of dirt. The pain in unimaginable, and unrecoverable, Im sick to my stomach, and my minds unstable Im so tired but cant sleep my dreams just play it over in detail Like ive made the wrong choice and all I do in life is fail What can I do to get over this I just wanna forget This is the worst ive ever been, I have soo much regret. They say talking helps, but it just makes me cry No matter what I say the damage is already done, I just want to die. Who can I talk to with out being judged, is there anybody out there Im sitting here asking god just to make it right, and answer my prayer. |
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kaile
since 2000-02-06
Posts 5146singapore |
you seem to be going through a bad time. write me if you need to vent? i am a good listener.... |
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