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graeshine2006 Member
since 2008-06-03
Posts 368The Prairie Lands, USA 
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These panic attacks show themselves then they fade. I never asked for this, yet, have it in spades. How do I care for them? What legions will it take? To calm the gnarling teeth where do I drive the stake? I hate what I've become - what your lies have made me. But I'll never let myself accept this legacy. Could I have stayed? You screamed 'til I was out. The deceit and harsh words left me with no doubt. Where do I find the strength to pretend I'm all right. What force does it take to win an uninvited fight? But yet it goes on. I haven't a choice. Though my heart is so tight it clenches my voice. The black words that I write unearth fear with each tide. And on a sandy, silent battlefield I march with heaven by my side. To beat down the foe whose sword bleeds out fear, To cast back the demons that put my heart here. All will survive, for we must make it through. Let the battle continue to strengthen us anew. Though it's not what I want and my soul feels it could drown, I have fought other demons and brought their ass down. So, too, this one goes - I can make it my will And self prophesy the outcome as a womanly kill. And once it is over and my heart beats in pride, I will hold my head up, no longer willing to hide. And I'll look in his eyes and he'll know in his soul, He underestimated my tears, I have made myself whole |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Dear Debra, I loved the evolution in this powerful poem. Fantastic that you succeeded in realizing your WHOLENESS independently of another's contributions. It is not an easy battle though! You did a good job! Love, Margherita |
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OwlSA Member Rara Avis
since 2005-11-07
Posts 9347Durban, South Africa |
Debby, I echo Margherita's words. It is wonderful to know that you are healing. PIP is such a perfect safe-place to do it in too. When you are feeling down, just look at that lovely photo you have put in PIP, and know that you can get through anything. - Owl |
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Richy Member Elite
since 2003-05-03
Posts 3050 |
Dear poet, you have penned an amazing illustration of self-preservation and poise. Try not to hate what you’ve become, it’s not your fault. Wars never really end, they are just delayed. Fight the hard battles, sometimes that’s All we’ve got left. Yes your heart is tight right now, but you do have a voice. One that is not only being heard, but felt, by those who share your same plight. So glad you are whole again. I hope you’re in a much better place now. Wonderful write! Rich |
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XGarapanX Senior Member
since 2008-06-19
Posts 1435Antarctica |
The comment just above mine says what I would say. Heroic self-preservation with poise and pride and power! Inspiring! ·´~`·»Garapan«·´~`· |
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graeshine2006 Member
since 2008-06-03
Posts 368The Prairie Lands, USA |
Dear Margherita - it is an evolution, isn't it? As all life is. I'm getting there - slow at first, but things are quickening up now! Yeah! Owl- Thank you. PIP has helped. It's nice to have a safe forum to post my thoughts and so many understanding folks! Richy - Thank you for stating that I do have a voice. I do.. sometimes it feels like it's underwater (lol), but never here. BTW - even your replies are poetic!  XGAR - Thank you so much for your comment...never thought of myself as inspiring... lol... but love the thought of it! |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
Ummmm, you want to be my therapist?  Without hauling all my baggage along, I want to say how much I appreciate every word. It is an internal battle that I wrestle with daily. Like you, I've got my share of scars, yet I am more whole than I've ever been. Thank you so much for this, it makes me feel so not alone. A belated warm welcome to you, graeshine~ |
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graeshine2006 Member
since 2008-06-03
Posts 368The Prairie Lands, USA |
Blue - you have no idea what that means to me. If I in any way, can share with someone who knows the same feelings, and give words of courage... then I am nothing but grateful! Take care. deb |
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