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xTr3m3sT
Member

since 2008-03-03

Posts 415

0 posted 2008-03-27 04:07 PM

Hallucinations involved in this complication,
That is the human life prespecitve illusion.
With the ideals of many falling like a penny,
Rolling away from people like holy energy.

While I'm standing alone with a ray of hope,
I don't know if I can show the ability to cope,
Will I end up destroying my body by toying,
With drugs and shooting slugs, while ignoring,

The laws that the US Goverment set?
Will my eyes die in the lie of false respect?
Ending up by myself without the ability to shout,
My feelings and thoughts, I can't let it out.

I'm developing into a monster without a happy ending,
With thoughts of self-destruction at the beginning of spring.
Unable to deal with the fable of life,
Being unstable like a table without legs, I just want to take a knife,

And slice my self-esteem with a full head of steam,
I'm like a quarterback trying to manuver without a team,
Throwing bullets of hope that are constantly swatted down,
Ending up being the laughing stock of the town.

All of this piles up and I explode with anger,
Hurting and abusing the people I hold dear,
Wether it be physical or mental hurt,
I don't want this, so I rip off this shirt,

Of this obsession to depression once and for all,
I will fall and stumble, but I will never call,
This hurt and pain ever again,
It will be slain and destroyed, because I will never spend,

Another second of my life cutting myself with this knife,
Before I do it again, I will end my own life,
And end up a distant memory in the mind of many,
And end up like that penny, rolling away from the grasp of my enemy.

Robert E. Jordan
Member Rara Avis

since 2008-01-25

Posts 8541
Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

1 posted 2008-03-27 04:29 PM

XTr3m3sT,

Yeah, I like this one. Somehow, I think you'll be okay.

Is it really penny pitching season already?

Yeah, I know, it's always penny pitching season.

Bobby

xTr3m3sT
Member

since 2008-03-03

Posts 415

2 posted 2008-03-27 04:35 PM

This is like my first poem in like 2 weeks -_-''

Midnitesun

Member Empyrean

since 2001-05-18

Posts 28647
Gaia

3 posted 2008-03-27 09:08 PM

"With the ideals of many falling like a penny,
Rolling away from people like holy energy.".
Many of us can relate to this at one time or another. Keep the pen busy (not the knife) for you still have many things to say and do that can only be said/done by you.

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