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JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

0 posted 2008-03-23 07:50 AM

The Wrongness of It

I didn't realize that from that moment on
her feelings for me would assuredly die.
I didn't consider how much the demise
of her caring would lead me to cry.

I didn't understand the depth nor the span
of hurt I would suffer after she left me...
Once I hit a woman, a woman that had
taken the time to care for me.

On that day I destroyed
the closeness we had shared.
On that day I made a terrible mistake
that I could never repair.

"Whats that, what I did was wrong.
Don't tell me that it was wrong.
I've lived my whole life
with the wrongness of it."

JamesLee
23March
2008
EasterSunday

This is from many years ago,
and many times I have prayed
that she would find a wonderful
man that would love her and care
for her and appreciate her, and
treat her like the angel she is.
She's living in Indianapolis now
and according to a mutual friend
she is with a wonderful man...

Roniece Dawson-Bruce
Member Ascendant

since 2000-01-29

Posts 5689
Sydney, Australia

1 posted 2008-03-23 08:03 AM

James, I'm sure these heartwords were difficult for you to share with us.. thank you for doing so... I'm sure if she gets to read this she would find it in her heart to forgive you on this Easter Sunday... love RDB

Be kind at heart....for everyone you meet has their own battle to fight.........

Roniece Dawson-Bruce
Member Ascendant

since 2000-01-29

Posts 5689
Sydney, Australia

2 posted 2008-03-23 08:08 AM

and I forgot to send you a {{{{{hug}}}}} to brighten your day... love RDB

Be kind at heart....for everyone you meet has their own battle to fight.........

nakdthoughts
Member Laureate

since 2000-10-29

Posts 19200
Between the Lines

3 posted 2008-03-23 04:51 PM

what can one say to this...

At least you realize the mistake in doing so.

M

JamesMichael
Member Empyrean

since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

4 posted 2008-03-23 06:18 PM

Thank you Roniece and nakdthoughts for the wonderful responses...yes Roniece this is hard to write about because it stirs up so many feelings and reveals something foolish I did when I was younger...something that keeps coming back and slapping me in the face...something that only a fool would do and when the memories visit they linger with regrets...I took down a picture of her awhile back of her a I all dressed up going to a Banquet, and a friend of mine that had seen the picture was asking me about her, why I didn't marry her, and all I could tell him, was we didn't get along...I didn't want to go into the details...Roniece thank you for the nice hug...I dearly appreciate it...James

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