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Sexy_Tator_Tot
Junior Member

since 2007-08-31

Posts 42
Arkansas

0 posted 2007-09-17 11:56 AM

Meeting you in the gameroom didnt give me a good impression,
Most of the guys are stuck up and perverted,
YOu started out the same with age and location,
The more we talked the more you seemed interested,
Suprising me wiht an IM after a week of not talking,
The conversation ended with you giving me your number,
For it being so late at night you did keep me laughing,
Just in one night I knew you wern't like the others,
YOu called me back the next night,
And we talked for several interesting hours,
Promising me another phone call I held the phone tight,
Counting down to the last hour,
Looking forward to an endless night,
Which was much more interesting and longer,
Not expecting what was coming up at all,
Giving myself the opportunity to releive that question I pondered,
Thinking that all we had was a close friendship,
Not thinking you could ever love someone such as me,
Still huring from my last relationship,
And suddenly letting you set me free,
It was hard to give into what I knew was true,
Both of us having broken and torn hearts,
Just saying I love you,
Causes everything deep down to hurt,
Realizing how much I knew about you in so little time,
Scared to let go and give in,
Our feelings are just like vines,
Interlocked and forever gowing intertwined,
After another week of endless phone calls,
And hearing about your life inside out,
Never experiencing these feelings at all,
Just wanting to scream and shout,
That I'm falling in love wiht an awesome guy,
Scared that I might lose everything,
If I lost you I would die,
Just taht thought makes my heart sting,
A few more hours of talking,
You promised me you would never leave me,
A few more hours of cyring and laughing,
You explained it all so clearly,
I told you my deepest darkest secrets,
Not knowing what you would say or how you would react,
But in return you told me your secrets,
Not really knowing what to say or how to react,
Then the thought of returning home,
Suddenly caused my feelings to fade,
Then you told me your heart made a huge turn,
Your question made me pace,
Not expecting my whole life to flash before me,
Having my heart pound in my throat as I thought about it,
Knowing that I earned your love and it wasnt free,
Allowed me to answer pretty quick,
Hearing you say such meaningful words,
Made me the happiest girl on earth,
The words....
Will you Maria Lynn Oslund marry me Anthony James Reigle?
Thinking about it was not the deal,
Neither was saying yes,
But not being completley healed,
Also not knowing what is the best,
But knowing that I Maria Lynn Oslund does love you Anthony James Reigle,
And I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
Being able to tell the difference between my giggles,
And knowing that everything I say is 100% true,
Scared that you wont wait for me,
Cause my family can be so complicated,
Just being able to smile wiht glee,
And say I have a boyfiend without being hated,
YOu say my parents are judging you cause you are 20,
Having to act like friends to make them happy,
Cause they dont approve of me dating at 17,
But none of this is satisfying me,
Being able to talk to you once a week is torture,
But if it was longer it would be worse,
I wish I could talk to you more often and sooner,
I feel like Im under a curse,
People are trying to split up up,
And cause me to be unhappy,
This totally sucks,
But I know what makes me happy,
Knowing that you love me and wont leave me,
Makes me so happy you have no clue,
Knowing I could trust you to set me free,
And that I really do love you,
Tony Im so happy I met you,
There is no telling where I would be today,
I know that everything you say is true,
Cause you dont cause me any pain I've had to pay,
I cannot wait till the day comes,
That we will be together forever,
And all this nonsense will be over and done,
I love you Anthony James Reigle always and forever.

I originally wrote this on 7-18-06 but never really showed anybody. So here it is. I hope I dont have too many spelling errors but this was really long and I only have 20 minutes on break. Hope it is ok.

Aimster
Member Elite

since 2000-02-19

Posts 4297
Charlotte, NC

1 posted 2007-09-18 08:14 PM

so what happened with you and tony? nice write by the way...liked the feeling in this...from deep within.

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

LindsayP
Member Elite

since 2007-07-28

Posts 3410
Australia, Victoria

2 posted 2007-09-18 10:53 PM

Maria, Oh what it is to be young and it's so great to be able to share it with others.

much enjoyed LindsayP

Sexy_Tator_Tot
Junior Member

since 2007-08-31

Posts 42
Arkansas

3 posted 2007-09-19 11:40 AM

Thanks for the comments..... we are still togehter but we are still hiding it from my parents. I graduate soon so then I dont have to hide it all anymore. I truly do love him though.

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