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droppinginsideout
Member

since 2006-08-04

Posts 54
TENN

0 posted 2007-06-19 04:09 AM

First thing on my list to get off my chest
these feelings for you i no longer regret
cuz theyre gone.
You took advantage and led me on wrong.
twice this year and its my fault they were "on"
now theyre "off" again.
It doesnt seem fair im always on the end,
the end thats all alone, this end that wont begin
to catch a break.
Only break it seemed to catch in the past
was the break that breaks me down to my last
ounce of strength.
And honestly im not sure how much more
i think i can take till my hope's on the floor
drying out, dying.
Velvet colored wraps surround what used to be
my chances of love bounding it tight and usually,
id never give up hope.
But its kind of hard when loves all around me
and in my case it always seems so abruptly
shattered.

Wish i could say that my second thing to unleash
could not be about my loves tremendous mistreats,
by some.
But im lonelier than lonely could possibly get
and i think my eye for relations has yet
to resurface.
Cuz its been about 3 and a half years
and she wasnt even worth shedding my tears
she was crazy.
So i guess its been longer than that
since i could tell it was my turn at bat,
ive struck out.
And it hurts so bad when im around friends
and their relationships have started and wont have an end,
theyre in love.
Thats what i want, that connection of minds
someone whom i could just sit and stare in their eyes,
not saying a word.
I want to cherish the moments, even the fights
cuz it was time spent with them, time i spent right.
I would never let go.
Someone who, when i poured out my heart
was there to lap it up and could easily kickstart
my happiness with 1 word.
Someone who i would not timidly trust
but one with who it would immediatley be a must,
to let them do anything.
And a bit bold to be said, but too many times ive been burned
so i wont give out my heart unless im gettin one in return.
Show me you love me.

~Jamison~ "feeling sorrow for all the things u had to steal and borrow, bring back the dates we had b4 tomorrow"-red jumpsuit apparatus

droppinginsideout
Member

since 2006-08-04

Posts 54
TENN

1 posted 2007-06-20 04:35 AM

ok, this is from the heart. cmon and let me know what u think!!!!!!

[This message has been edited by droppinginsideout (06-20-2007 05:52 AM).]

droppinginsideout
Member

since 2006-08-04

Posts 54
TENN

2 posted 2007-06-20 05:50 AM

Honestly, i did tonight. she was "confused and lost"

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