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openthoughts
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0 posted 2007-05-24 12:33 PM


Looking Over My Shoulder

The days are gone
When fear and suffering
Could not find that space
Beneath my bed
Or in the corner of my closet.
The days when
My bedsheets could be armor
And life made less sense
Than any of my dreams.
Bad people did bad things.
Good people did good things.
Who had ever heard
Of any other way?
I miss the days
When a smile was real
All the time
And not just sometimes.
Painted smiles and plastic;
Those weren't people.
When problems became too much
I could wash them from my eyes
And they would disappear.
When I was happy,
I would laugh:
When in pain
I would cry

So long ago...

When I'm in pain
I smile
Though I know it's fake.
My problems-I blink
To clear dry eyes
And nobody sees;
Nobody judges.
Paint and plastic...
Who can tell
The difference these days
Between good people doing bad things
And bad people doing good things?
Fear and Suffering has long since
Discovered all the safe places
So now there is nowhere left
To hide but inside myself.
To think
That boy I once knew
So many years back-
The one who vowed to me
Never to grow up-
He is dead, buried,
And long since forsaken.

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Drauntz
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since 2007-03-16
Posts 2905
Los Angeles California
1 posted 2007-05-24 02:08 AM


so very sad poem. very emotional.


LeeJ
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since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296

2 posted 2007-05-24 08:21 AM


yes sad, but I believe we gravitate towards what we feel, who we are...and what we believe we are, we become...if we think positively, with no expectations of others...we then, open ourselves up to options....

wonderful poem to help us self explore


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