»
Archives
»
Open Poetry #40
»
March 18, 1980
| Open Poetry #40 |
|
March 18, 1980 |
|
|
passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced 
|
been 27 years now and I can't seem to stop going there to lay flowers down really, all of March sucks; all days I drown in memories like fingers through hair and feeling the exit wound at the wake, there. I cry and cry and I'm angry still, keep asking why you lost the will and preachers still think it odd that I don't seem to believe in God while I'm drowning, trying to maintain composure- screaming, yet no answers to give me a closure. |
||
| © Copyright 2007 Dixie Lee Bullington - All Rights Reserved | |||
|
nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
Dixie, there are some things in life we can control and others we can't. So we do our best~~ and sometimes leave the questions unanswered.  M |
||
|
icebox Member Elite
since 2003-05-03
Posts 4383in the shadows |
Painful excellence. |
||
|
Martie
Moderator
Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Dixie Dates are so important. I tried to explain myself to two young "christian" men who came to the door yesterday wanting me to go to church. I told them how mad I'd been at God, and that I wasn't any more, and that I held church inside and was writing my own book. They will probably be back. |
||
|
Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
Very sad, dear Dixie. God is mysterious, but His LOVE is not. It is tangible even in the very moment when you feel you are drawning ... because your heart is still able to love and CREATE. Loving you, Margherita  |
||
|
latearrival Member Ascendant
since 2003-03-21
Posts 5499Florida |
In your grief, I am with you. You Are Loved. |
||
|
HopeS Member Elite
since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596Perth Western Australia |
Trying to maintain composure , yet having no closure ..... yes it does leave those deep aches inside Hope |
||
|
passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
thanks friends |
||
Janette
since 2001-07-20
Posts 2843Chicagoland for now |
always seeking joy, adventure and romance and wishing you find the same |
||
|
jak Member
since 2007-03-14
Posts 85Charlotte, NC |
"all days I drown" great line Jak |
||
|
The Lady Member Rara Avis
since 2005-12-26
Posts 7634The Southwest |
"in memories like fingers through hair and feeling the exit wound at the wake, there." I can feel it Dixie so well written |
||
|
Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
Dixie? C'mere |
||
|
Magnus
since 2001-10-10
Posts 14135South Carolina, USA |
Dix.....HE gave you all of us, that we might be there with you....and understand your needs....learning from what you have felt and written, spoke and conveyed in many ways.... We are with you |
||
|
Angel4aKing Senior Member
since 2006-09-27
Posts 1372USA |
Everyone needs closure, and often times it is difficult. Take care, JulieAnn ~~~kingsangel~~~ |
||
|
JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
Nice writing...James |
||
|
dwgpoet Member
since 2007-03-05
Posts 122FL, USA |
It is sad, We keep on, keeping on, taught to learn from, The same tradgedy, over and over; till it no longer makes sense. It never did. my empathy, dwgpoet. |
||
|
iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
....jo |
||
|
passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
thanks all  |
||
|
|
⇧ top of page ⇧ |
|
| All times are ET (US). All dates are in Year-Month-Day format. | ||
