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RevengeIsMine
Senior Member

since 2006-07-08

Posts 820
Australia

0 posted 2008-03-05 07:36 PM

A million eyes are watching, I’m in this all alone
If only there was a simple solution, if only i could go home
I keep trying to walk away, but something pulls me back
A tiny voice of reason that deep down I thought I’d lack

So this is how it feels, being caught up in your own life
To think that this time last year I would have never picked up a knife
Propped against the corner, tears rolling down my face
After all the stuff I’ve been through I still can’t win this race

My long brown hair lies flat, propped against my chest
My body’s feeling limp and tired, god please let me rest
I want so bad for you to call, that I’m clutching to my phone
I don’t think I can rise above this, I don’t think I can do it alone

So now I have cancer, and I’m in this on my own
I’m just an 18 year old girl who isn’t fully grown
So tonight I’ll sit here crying trying to put down the knife
So please if you’re reading, help me save my life

Earl Robertson
Senior Member

since 2008-01-21

Posts 753
BC, Canada

1 posted 2008-03-05 07:44 PM

RevengelsMine,I'm thinking of you. Two of my uncles and my granpa have cancer, they have for many years.
Your life is not over, not if you don't want it to be. You can do it, you can survive and beyond that you can be happy. I know it's hard, immpossible to be happy somtimes, but cutting wont help. (trust me)
Pain only makes the real pain worse. I wish there was somthing I could say over the internet that could truly help. I know there's not, and I know I don't truly understand what your going through, but I am thinking about you, I am praying for you.

"Be Strong and Always Remember what made you you." Earl

"Ooo!!! Ooo!! I know! I know! um...he he" Earl
(Yes I am crazy)

shattered-smiles
Member

since 2008-01-20

Posts 247
inside the shadows

2 posted 2008-03-05 08:06 PM

Oh Jess. How much I would love to give you a hug right now. Don't pick up that knife Jess. Don't. Everyone around you and tons of people on PIP love you so very much. We all can agree to that. If you ever need to talk, email me or talk to me online. Please, don't do anything you'll regret. We're all here for you. Talk to us and let it out. Even though I'm not the greatest person to talk to, there are others to talk to. Stay strong. Life's not over.

TJ

No One Knew She Bled To Feel; To Remind Herself That She Was Real

XxForever.BrokenxX
Senior Member

since 2008-01-20

Posts 891
Neverland

3 posted 2008-03-05 08:25 PM

Oh Jessie hun, im so sorry. You know, one wise friend once told me that sometimes, cutting is the only way that ppl know how to deal with things, so thats why they do it. But everyone knows that those ppl are wrong. I really hope that everything works out okay. And don't worry, I won't let u fall. You were here for me, so now i'm here for you. No matter what,
love you hun,
Em {~~*~~}

{&}Love*liesOfBeauty~[NowColdInMyHand]
{`~Emily~`}

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