Hey =] Haven't wrote in, in a while. Lost the internet at home. So here it is the latest to my addition. Not very keen on it, but its okayy i guess. Let me know? =] x-x-x
Tonight im leaving.
I'm packing my bags and going.
I'm fed up of tears and being hurt.
The only thing i can see is you.
The only thing i want is you.
But how can i treat myself this way?
Letting you rule me, and guide me through the day.
I'll never make sense of it all.
I'll never understand why?
Why you left me here to cry.
Don't say anything it really wont help your case.
Why you chose her over me?
Or why you put yourself in this place.
The fact is you done it.
You under-estimated me.
& what i can do.
The pain will heal.
The memories will fade.
I just never imagined us ending this way.
You promised me. You swore on your life.
That you wouldn't stray.
But you did and now im calling it a day.
I'm standing here & looking at my home.
Picturing you in every part.
All the things we did.
& how we've so easily fallen apart.
I can forgive & forget
I can pretend & realise.
I know you think i wont be able to cope.
I know you think i will fall.
Just remember you ended it all.
The tears will dry.
& ill start living my life for me again.
You don't seem to understand. What you've done.
You dont seem to understand
That i can live without you.
I just didnt want to.