This Depression Is Pulling Me Under (It's Time To Get Some Help!!)

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RevengeIsMine
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since 2006-07-08

Posts 820
Australia

0 posted 2008-01-12 02:39 AM

I’m lost in this depression
There’s no obvious way out
There’s nowhere to run too
But yet i still shout

I’ve lived with these voices
For over a year
They dictate my life
Engulf all my fear

It takes over my body
I don’t have control
These deadly voices
Are out on patrol

I wish you all knew
How I could be saved
But I don’t think there’s an answer
My life’s already been paved

I no longer know
Why I am so sad
And why every day of my life
Seems to be so bad

But nobody knows
Why my life is so hazy
They all think i’m stupid
That i’m out right crazy

I know there’s no answer
I know there’s no one there
But the voices in my head
Appear everywhere..

I guess I need help
I’m not proud, but I’ll admit it
It’s not right to feel like this
I guess I finally get it!!

This depression has got me
It's pulling me under
if i don't rise above it
I'll be a one hit wonder

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

1 posted 2008-01-12 05:33 AM

Wow hunn this iz amazing.. I am glad you are getting help
Best wishes
Krysti

RevengeIsMine
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since 2006-07-08

Posts 820
Australia

2 posted 2008-01-12 05:49 AM

Hi Krysti.. Thanks for the comment.. not getting help yet haven't found the courage but i've finally realise that i need it

RenaissanceRomanceRunsRed
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since 2007-06-11

Posts 1062
In Love <3

3 posted 2008-01-12 09:42 AM

Oh I'm so happy for you- sometimes the admitance of a problem is the hardest part of it all. Be happy, stay safe, and know that we love you dearly.

-Kate

and in the daylight i miss the nightmare- but deathly fear it in the dark of night

wolf girl
Member

since 2007-12-03

Posts 150
washington, US

4 posted 2008-01-12 12:26 PM

first off this is an amazing write. it really puts in the feelings into words. second just a bit of advice. when i was like that i found that if i pretended i was happy and spent more time around the people that care about me most then it got better and no longer am i like that. idk if it will work but i thought i would tell you anyways.

-jenna

hunnie_girl

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since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

5 posted 2008-01-12 03:21 PM

ok hunn well I hope you find the courage you need to get help.. 'cos I know how hard depression kills you on the inside.... and I hope you can overcome this. If you ever need to talk i'm always here for you
Love always
Krysti

surf_painter
Member

since 2007-04-10

Posts 434
Canada

6 posted 2008-01-12 09:21 PM

oh wow another amazing poem and it is so real and right there in every day life which just makes your realize life is what poems need to be written about, great job

Jaki H
Member

since 2008-01-19

Posts 232
NJ, USA

7 posted 2008-01-20 11:56 AM

soooo good! congrats on getting help! i tried once but my parents wouldnt let me...

amazing poem, like always!

fromme2U
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since 2007-11-09

Posts 257

8 posted 2008-01-21 03:44 PM

this was heartfelt..but very good

XxForever.BrokenxX
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since 2008-01-20

Posts 891
Neverland

9 posted 2008-01-26 12:00 PM

wow that is good, and relatable too. i know how ya feel! just hang in there

FoReVeR.BrOkEn

Falling rain

Member Elite

since 2008-01-31

Posts 2178
Small town, Illinois

10 posted 2008-02-01 10:57 AM

Very good!!! hang in there. depresion doesnt last forever ... but it sure feels like it at times... I'm glad that you admitt your problem, must of been really hard to do that. i know how you feel. but just hang in there!

justanotherstorm
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since 2007-10-24

Posts 321

11 posted 2008-02-01 12:32 PM

omg that was tight i loved it so much
i could feel the emotions cool poem

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