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Teen Poetry #8

I didn’t even cry

RenaissanceRomanceRunsRed
Senior Member

since 2007-06-11

Posts 1062
In Love <3

0 posted 2007-12-10 08:51 PM

I need a hug today . . . .

-Kate

(and no i don't really wish to die, it would be easier than living, but it's a cowardly thing to kill one's self- as it hurts everyone but yourself)

I didn’t even cry

I was doing so well
I was handling things
I didn’t even cry

I getting over the thing
That was rising in me
I was suppressing the feeling to die

Your words-
My undoing
Have doubled my shame

I look back to
The past
And find inner blame

I want to crawl up
Inside myself
And stay there ‘til I rot

This world has hurt me
So many times
I can’t think of when it ’as not

I feel selfish
And lonely
I’d so much rather die

And let this cruel world
And it’s joke
Pass me by

I’m not doing so well
Or handling things
Now I even cry

Too many kind things
When I deserve hate
I’ll try to live it by

"I have no other but a woman's reason:
I think him so, because I think him so."

[This message has been edited by RenaissanceRomanceRunsRed (12-11-2007 06:33 PM).]

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