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Forever Alone
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Forever Alone |
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rhia_5779 Senior Member
since 2006-06-09
Posts 1334California |
Running out of escape routes. Each way I try is blocked. Failure just deepens my mood. Way too far I’ve walked. Empty fields of desperation bloom at random. Every tactic I attempt, just fails to succeed. Instead, flowers of despair pop up with abandon My hungry heart won’t take what I feed. All the intersections turn to a dead end. My pathways have been extinguished. Creating wounds that may not mend. My friends ignore me, what is it I did? The people who I used to laugh with, Have turned. No longer do they turn to me. Divided up into a group, and I guess I didn’t fit. I don’t know who they want me to be. If I try to rekindle the friendship, I get nowhere. They drive me away in all the small ways that hurt. Given up on Karma, getting them back, I don’t care. I have to be a certain person for them. But who did they meet, me or her? I think they thought I was someone else. An actress without a script. I didn’t pretend, I tried stay strong. I watched the tinder accumulate. Perhaps I struck the match. I can’t kid myself; maybe I might have saved it. All I know is, I’m left alone. They notice. It’s my payback or maybe just fate. Running out of options, dangling on a string. All I can do is wait till I can go home. Wish I could fly, but I ain’t got no wings. Clipped when I lost my friends, I’m alone. |
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Member Seraphic
since 2000-01-18
Posts 22676with you |
you are never alone, and if they turned on you so easily, they were never your friends.  |
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hunnie_girl
since 2006-06-18
Posts 2567Canada |
ahhh Rhia there you are, I haven't read a poem from the oldies in awhile  I really liked this. missed your poems...hunnie ~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~ |
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fallenangel219 Junior Member
since 2007-03-05
Posts 10 |
i know what it feel like to have a friend and they turn on you like they never even knew you |
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rhia_5779 Senior Member
since 2006-06-09
Posts 1334California |
I know one of them is. She and I were really close but I think she is being pressured into it, and not going into it of her own will. The others I dunno. One is my neighbor, and the other was her old best frend but then i got close wit her earlier in the yr and then she dropped me later recently. Earlier in the year I was friends with everyone and not popular snotty but I hung out with everyone in my grade and we could chill. Then we got close so I don't know how true she was. The other used to be my best friend and she ditched for my neighbor b4 my otha best frend left for chicaigo |
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Belinda Member
since 2006-01-30
Posts 126UK |
I'm impressed. I really liked this poem. I haven't been here for a while so it's good to be back. Poem's like this remind me why I come here.  Sad poem though, I could relate to it. It wasn't long ago that I felt that way. Things have to get better before they get worse. Belinda.* Expect nothing, Prepare for anything. |
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