abegail villaran matias
im not here
just because of what i feel.
for the sake of someone;
who loves me,
and trust me,
and believes every word i say...
i wont let you take me again into your arms;
and feel adored,
i'll find your way to forget your kisses,
snd everytime i make love to him,
i'll close my eyes..
not to turn my thoughts to you-
but to push away the vision of your face
that haunts me everywhere..
please dont make me
admit how helplessly fallen i am,
and surrender to this feeling,
like a caught up guilty child..
dont go looking in my eyes
and say that im a terrible liar:
to once more make me yours completely..
i dont want to think about,
the "us" you're dreaming of
cause im not here for you...
to be faithful to him,
once and for all..
"it is such a secret place--the land of tears.." (the little prince)