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Spine Grinder
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Standing In Silence...

0 posted 2009-03-18 11:19 PM



Soaked in tears all morning,
My thoughts repeat in a vicious cycle-
Til my body goes numb-
And my mind drifts in a fog of depression-
That borders on obsession.
I can't relieve this aggression-
Nothing will make it go away.
The pain is always there...
Chipping away at my very soul....
Til' I'm left naked and bare...

Sometimes I wanna scream-
Sometimes I wanna bawl.
Scream until my throat is raw..
Cry until I drift off to dream...

I ask myself...
How did it go this far...yet again..
Why? How...WHY?!!!!
But my sobs go unheard...ignored...
Once more I try to block it out...
Try to shut it out...
But it's so hard-
When you can't even be heard...

No longer will I pretend-
That I'm the one the blame.
But without you, my friend-
Nothing will ever be the same....

"The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care.." ~ The Offspring
"How can you look at me - When I can't stand myself?" ~ Flyleaf

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with you
1 posted 2009-03-18 11:42 PM


"Sometimes I wanna scream-
Sometimes I wanna bawl.
Scream until my throat is raw..
Cry until I drift off to dream..."

exactly....me too

powerful, emotional write

Artic Wind
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since 2007-09-16
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Realm of Supernatural
2 posted 2009-03-19 11:17 AM


Very Emotional Write Indeed!


ARCTIC WIND

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Listening to every heart
3 posted 2009-03-19 11:33 AM


I know it's hard...but you do have people you can talk to. I know.

Go, call her.

Sending


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