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Thoughts Of A Loser
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Thoughts Of A Loser |
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AlexG Junior Member
since 2009-01-31
Posts 10 |
Thoughts Of A Loser I sit around with a frown feeling sorry for myself I need help, but I won't ever ask for it, understand Either I will be strong enough to survive Or I will die by my own hand... The latter seems inevitable to me Maybe not now, but eventually Sometimes it seems I'm jealous of my own family They seem so happy, why can't that be me??? But I could never have anything against them Right now, they're some of my only friends And her, shes so sweet... I wonder if this is what it feels like to have a sister I don't know what she truly thinks of me, but I miss her I wish we could hang out more, but she would never know Because my true feelings she could never explore I'm like a treasure chest with no key My insides are forever locked So you may never know me at least not personally... Because it seems paper is the only thing I trust and the pen is my closest friend It will be my only friend in the end... The tool with which I relay my last message When the time comes, God, will we meet??? Or will you send me below because I didn't believe??? But it doesn't matter I guess Because I'm quite sure that you don't exist... But what if I'm wrong & you do... then what will I do??? In my last moments, will I cowar & turn to you??? I guess all of this is unanswerable for the moment... I wanna better myself, but I won't ask for help So maybe I've set myself up for defeat But sometimes I feel I've already lost you see... |
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Boshii2 Member
since 2009-02-01
Posts 146 |
I am just new too . Don't give up. Looking forward to your next one ! love Boshii2 |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
quote: We are here for a purpose. Trust. You say you want to better yourself. In serving others we find gratification. And in asking for help we give others the opportunity to serve. We are all interconnected, so I would invite you to reach out and things will change. The message comes through clearly. Love, Margherita |
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mein or meree thanhai Junior Member
since 2009-02-01
Posts 21 |
a child whispered god can u touch me....i want to make sure u r here he waited som momens.... nothing hapend he walkd away with deep despair.... and washed away unknowingly the butterfly which sat down in his hand |
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latearrival Member Ascendant
since 2003-03-21
Posts 5499Florida |
Alex, your inner voice has been heard. Listen to our wise and understanding Margherita, and then go forth and look for that butterfly mein has pointed out. sincerely, latearrival |
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AlexG Junior Member
since 2009-01-31
Posts 10 |
Thanks for the replies, and guys, please don't try to convert me. |
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ethome Member Patricius
since 2000-05-14
Posts 11858New Brunswick Canada |
You write thoughts of a loser but I don't think that's you. Ain't life grand sometimes when you can look at things from different perspectives..... If ya can't hit a home run then hit a single or wait for a walk. Good stuff! I enjoyed it. I just took a handful of valium and I'll be good for the night..... Eric |
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Robert E. Jordan Member Rara Avis
since 2008-01-25
Posts 8541Philadelphia, Pennsylvania |
Yo AlexG, You don't need anyone to better your self. Check out that thing at the end of your right arm, that's the best helping hand you'll ever have. Unless, of course, you're left handed. Then check the thing at the end of your left arm. Bobby |
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Marchmadness Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 9271So. El Monte, California |
I would never try to convert anyone. I think you can chose to be miserable if you want to. Free will and all that stuff. Ida |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
Hi, Alex! Welcome to pipTalk. "I'm like a treasure chest with no key My insides are forever locked" ~ Ah, but you do have a key! ~ Actually, you have several of them! ~ on your keyboard!  Giving you a warm, welcoming pip hug, Earth Angel  |
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turtle Senior Member
since 2009-01-23
Posts 548Harbor |
Hi Alex, Welcome to PIP When I was a young man. I would express my emotions in writing, just like you do here. This was a great help for me, it helped me ponder, define and comprehend those emotions. It also probably also stopped me from acting on those emotions. Rock-on buddy. Turtle  |
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Artic Wind Member Rara Avis
since 2007-09-16
Posts 8080Realm of Supernatural |
Welcome to Pip! ARCTIC WIND |
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