I don't know what to say.....
I feel so lonely.
And trust it never comes at all.
The thing is even if i try really hard and when I actually start to trust someone, they chose to prove me wrong.
Its like every person I love is lost to me forever.
I don't know what to do.
and I feel so vulnerable and insecure.
I doubt every person I know.
I feel lost.
No paths no thoughts.
Maybe i dont try
but i don't know.
it hurts so bad
deep down im a black hole
with no one but me to look back to.
How i wish i could trust someone
but why is so hard
I don't understand where have i gone wrong?
I'm so scared its like i feel someone's doing something on purpose
As if someone there is watching me all the time
Why can't people let me live my life?
Why do they have to interfere and try hard to ruin It when I do not mess with them?
Its all so eerie
What do I do?
[This message has been edited by priyanka (09-26-2009 07:47 PM).]